In the end, we shall not be remembered for our faults, our mistakes, our triumphs, or the daily laughter or sadness, rather we will be remembered for our words, ideas, and day to day living that managed to make an impact on someone. Everyday we have the ability to leave a positive impact on someone. However, it seems that  our impact is not all it could be since we are wound up in our own lives so tightly. This generation it seems has forgotten the importance of interpersonal relationships, instead we all have relationships with our gadgets and can not seem to live without them. This dependence limits our ability to really connect with people and it is rather saddening.

pirates and bays oh my!

Pirate party this weekend was a success! Everyone dressed and spoke like pirates which was a blast!!! Then the next day we went to the bay  with out any plans. It was truly wonderful. good weekend!

I have no intent of living til old age.

all i wanna do is cut. and bleed out all these feels. bleed out my  pain, anger, frustration. I am trapped. Trapped in a human body. all i want is to be free of my suffering. its not good to keep these feelings in. so its time to let them out. blood.

I feel all lost and alone even when surrounded by a ton of people. When will this end?

doorway to death

There was a time in my life when I was a wee one and I welcome death into my home. We sat down and had some coffee. He claimed a few of  my loved ones and left. He came back every few years sat in my living room and chatted with me. This year he stopped by I opened the door and said "not today", that direct refusal to death has saved me my brother. I know that one day I must open the door and watch as death slowly takes more of my loved ones. One day I shall open that doorway to death, put on my coat and take a stroll with death, leaving behind everything in this world.

Stop

Whenever people tell me to stop I immediately think of telegrams and question their sanity....